2/17/17 updated

sorry I have not been posting blogs are any video for a while my mother and step fathers group found one of my youtube channels and sub to it some people was messaging my twitter and attacking things that happen in my past they had no fact of cause you can tell they really only listen to what my mother and her hubby plus their kids have been saying about and my past. which cause me to have issues which is now under control and i am welling to talk about. If they contact me like anything i post sub to any of my platforms the courts will be involve there is a time where enough is just the enough. but i will be starting all my channels up that even means my lets play channel will be starting as well also have a group of beta readers reading a book so it will be published here soon i will be self publishing like i do everything else. blogs should become normal a gain at less once a week same with videos. also i have changed my hair style and will be looking at getting a fit bit not for weight but to keep me moving more so on those days that are hard to between depression ptsd anixty lupus fibro asthma arthritis it dose happen and with what happen eariler at the end of last year and the start of this year i need help getting up and moving and seeing how the kids are now in school there not the i should do this for the kids also with them in school and what not im going to be looking for a "real" job well two "real" jobs but dont think this will stop the blogs are the videos are the books art are poems i will still be doing those and I will be making time for them. i have all apps need downloaded to my phone if i need to use my phone to work on them but hopefully between fitbit and a job out side the house my mind would be able to deal with all it needs to. I finished at Mc Lain and i will not be starting college until 2018-2019 school year but that okay everything happens for a reason I am tossing a round other career ideas to helping others out and what not so who knows what will lay a head. I though i would write this to touch base and to tell you guys i am still alive :)
until next week

live long and prosper
Me