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<p>facts for this post came from there web site http://www.godhatesfags.com and there sister sites http://www.godhatesislam.com/ http://www.godhatesthemedia.com/ http://www.signmovies.com/ http://www.godhatestheworld.com/http://www.jewskilledjesus.com/ http://www.beastobama.com/http://www.priestsrapeboys.com/ http://blogs.sparenot.com/</p> <p> </p> <p> i am not apart of westboro baptist church nor do i speck for them</p> <p> </p> <p>lets start with</p> <p> </p> <p>"Perry United Methodist Church in Perry, KS March 10, 2013 8:05 AM - 8:30 AM</p> <p>WBC will picket the Perry United Methodist Dog Kennel to warn those attending that there is DEATH IN THAT POT! They teach you lies for filthy lucre's sake, like "God loves everyone" and "it's okay to be gay". Of course, if you'd bother to crack a Bible and READ THE WORDS, you would know better. Instead, you've heaped to yourselves teachers having itching ears who will tell you only what you want to hear." off http://www.godhatesfags.com/schedule.html</p> <p> </p> <p>god loves everyone is the gentral message all real christains send out and and saying its not okay to be gay is saying it is not okay to be black tan yellow pink and are white being gay is a genaic trade. and you want to know something EVERYONE can make the bioble say what they want it to say the only real people whom know the bible very well and its stories are the athiest and christain reliagen in the believe that jesues is the son of god that is it everything else is jewdism hell did you know christainty is a brunch off of jewdism?? which goes to the whole god hates jews jews killed jeues bla bla bla (http://www.jewskilledjesus.com/ http://www.godhatesislam.com/) did you know jeues said he will die for your sins and that he must die so to protest agsit his death and whom killed him is just a little out ther may i add </p> <p> </p> <p>http://www.godhatesthemedia.com/</p> <p> </p> <p> </p> <p>comeain</p> <p>ross</p> <p>you hate him cause he tells jokes standing up sets peeing really?</p> <p> </p> <p>singer</p> <p>carrie underwood</p> <p>Poster child for our sign: "Christians" caused fag marriage.</p> <p> </p> <p>"christans" didnt cause fag marriage no one but fags did we wat to get married just like you guys can and get the same treatment as you guys get no one other then use cased it</p> <p> </p> <p>as i go throu your list i notice anyone and everyone that did anything with there lif are is on this list really? and calling this gen a doomed generation really? honestly </p> <p><strong>"bieber</strong></p> <p>Have we really sunk this low?" yes you guysdid you are the reason "god" made him</p> <p> </p> <p>now to the prist</p> <p> </p> <p><strong>billy graham</strong></p> <p>Pimped ‘god loves everyone’ to worldwide media</p> <p>look above to protest</p> <p><strong>rick warren</strong></p> <p>Lying Whore False Prophet. Graham passes baton.</p> <p> </p> <p><strong>joel osteen</strong></p> <p>White man’s version of the Prosperity Doctrine</p> <p> </p> <p><strong>robert tilton</strong></p> <p>You will not have diarrhea any longer in hell, Bob!</p> <p> </p> <p><strong>john hagee</strong></p> <p>Israel’s Gentile Bitch!</p> <p> </p> <p><strong>pat robertson</strong></p> <p>The most transparent of the lying whores!</p> <p> </p> <p><strong>creflo dollar</strong></p> <p>Black man’s version of the Prosperity Doctrine</p> <p> </p> <p><strong>jimmy swaggart</strong></p> <p>Crocodile tears, Jimmy! Esau had them, too!</p> <p> </p> <p> </p> <p>so what you dont like what they say are how they live you really didnt give me a good reason to hat them just cause they dont belive in your ways they are lying whore everyone a whore to you arent they???</p> <p> </p> <p><strong>pope ratzinger</strong></p> <p>Priests rape boys, how evil is that?!</p> <p> </p> <p>whom care how evil this pope is for god sake you are christain and the pope is the messager from god there for hating the pope you should just hate god him self for having him be the messager!</p> <p> </p> <p> </p> <p>now to movie stars</p> <ul> <li><strong>"ben stiller</strong> <p>Jew. Mocker. Pervert. Kinda redundant."</p> <p>wow he believe in something differnt must hate him</p> <p> </p> </li> <li><strong>"brad pitt</strong> <p>She's Billy Bob's sloppy seconds & Jen is still your wife."</p> <p>did you know brad and jen have many kids and are giving said kids a really good life that they would never have if they didnt step in wont that be what god wanted?</p> <p> </p> </li> <li><strong>"johnny depp</strong> <p>What's eating Gilbert Grape? Sin. That's what."</p> <p>really if you are going to hate him why dont you hate his best friend and flim drictor and writeor of gothic movies tim burton?</p> <p> </p> </li> <li><strong>"eddie izzard</strong> <p>Fagnostic, transvestive comedian. Aka basest of men".</p> <p>basest of men? really cant do better then that?</p> <p> </p> </li> <li><strong>"sacha baron cohen</strong> <p>Comedy's version of Ham - that you're popular speaks volumes of the world."</p> <p>and you hating why? you could try to be friends with and change the world but hey you talk to everyone everyone love you must hate you really???</p> <p> </p> </li> <li><strong>"annette bening</strong> <p>Topeka adulteress who plays a mean dyke – pandering to fags."</p> <p>really?</p> </li> <li><strong>"jack black</strong> <p>Media poster boy for doomed US: vain, blasphemous mocker"</p> <p>doomed usa?</p> <p> </p> </li> <li><strong>"russell brand</strong> <p>Dude, you're famous for being a pervert."</p> <p>because most people are just they hide it :/</p> <p> </p> </li> <li><strong>"hilary swank</strong> <p>Glorified lesbianism and transsexuality, so she called God a liar."</p> <p>hey did you know that the same reason you are able to say your words hummmm</p> <p> </p> </li> <li><strong>"jake gyllenhaal</strong> <p>Brokeback Mountain was a game-changer. You think you'll escape?"</p> <p>really?</p> <p> </p> </li> <li><strong>"steven spielberg</strong> <p>Christ-Rejecting Jew and Revisionist Historian:"</p> <p>and this makes him evil how?</p> <p> </p> </li> <li><strong>"kevin smith</strong> <p>His talent is straight to DVD – but his perversion keeps him at the box office"</p> <p>really?</p> <p> </p> </li> <li><strong>"sean penn</strong> <p>Madonna’s still your wife, Sean. How’s it going in Haiti?"</p> <p>second person you want to get a divrose i thought that was agist your belive</p> <p> </p> </li> <li><strong>"daniel day lewis</strong> <p>There Will Be Blood When the Lord comes. Daniel’s included."</p> <p>really you may want to rethink that part yours may be the one going everywheres </p> <p> </p> </li> <li><strong>"heath ledger</strong> <p>Brokeback Mountain was a game-changer. Selah."</p> <p>brokeback mt wasnt really that big of a game changer as you think did you forget will and grace?</p> </li> </ul> <p><strong>whoopi goldberg</strong></p> <p>Why are you famous again?</p> <p>really she is a great actor hell she even did a movie about chuch nums and you hate her?</p> <p>(there more on the list sorry guys but too long of a list)</p> <p> </p> <p>why dont you just hate all tha are in movies and just say we hate you cause we can cause i am not find a real reason to hate any of the once you said </p> <p> </p> <p> </p> <p>http://www.godhatestheworld.com/</p> <p> </p> <p>if god hates the world soooooo much why hasnt it ended yet?</p> <p> </p> <p>http://blogs.sparenot.com/</p> <p> </p> <p>you are a wear if the coutry falls apart and crubles and we lose everything so do you and if they get he second tooken away you will be in truoble right?</p> <p> </p> <p>http://www.signmovies.com/</p> <p>wow a group of your signswe all know what they look like god hates____________ cause god hates everything not westboro :/</p> <p> </p> <p><strong><em>"The Jews Killed Christ! They Have Never Repented! "</em></strong></p> <p> </p> <p><strong><em>please i beg tell me why they should repented when it was only 5 men whom did this and it is not there relagen that believe in this???</em></strong></p> <p> </p> <p><strong>"August 20, 1995 - The Night America Bombed Westboro Baptist Church With An IED (Improvised Explosive Device) In A Cowardly Move To Stop WBC's Anti-Gay Gospel Preaching - Thereby Bringing Down The Unmitigated And Irreversible Wrath Of God Upon This Evil Nation, Manifesting Itself In The Daily Bloody IED-Deaths Of American Soldiers In Iraq And Other Places."</strong></p> <p> </p> <p> </p> <p>cause one person bombs your church "god" kills all soilders the same way. right? that sounds like crazy talk to me. honestly if it wasnt for the fact i know you would rebulid i woud take that so call "church" down my self but there no point you are like annoying little ants you will build your "church" somewhers else and biger so it is just pointless</p> <p> </p> <p>honestly you people clam you are christain when really you arent you hate everytihgin that is not you if histroy said any thing it say hate only starts war you guys have no clue what you are talking about and they only reason people know your church is cause you are like ants annoying and wont go away you are like salt to a cut you just try and make everyone fell like shit like a group of bullies </p> <p> </p> <p>i notice you had gays guess what i am bisexual and i love my girls</p> <p>i notice you hate transgenders guess what i am i am bi gendar</p> <p>i notice you hate all that supports gays guess what i do</p> <p>i notice you hate things not christains guess what i am wiccan</p> <p>i notice you love dead soilders i am a proud support of the armed forces</p> <p>listen i am EVERYTHING you hated and then some i have a good following and it grows daily </p> <p>and i say bring it on cause you all suck protecting the shooting and the milatry death and being happy for all the bad things is also a sin it is wrath and it as taken you over so there for you to are a sin in the bilbe it dose stade i have died for your sins so please forget other for what they have done to you idk where in the bible i just know its there so why dont you get your head out of your damn asses and notcie you are sinners your self</p> <p> </p> <p>fyi this has been posted in all that is of mine good luck taking it down </p>
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<p>so i deside to start talking to some people that has something to do with my past but dont at the same time so far its going well i havent had any bad things abut my "coming out" that i am bigendar i now have a way to bind my chest i will do pic and post them her and on facebook timbler twiter google plus and what ever other social thing i am on lol. so i have notice one of my notes is weekly now getting likes https://www.facebook.com/notes/tammy-schieferecke/to-all-those-christans-that-say-i-should-be-christain-and-not-wiccan/462120977162649?comment_id=5271245&notif_t=note_comment i reread it and i still stand by something like current pope should be changed to the last popeare popewho ever he was lol im not christian i really dont keep up with it lol</p> <p>so now i been think the about me section on EVERYTHING what to put there cause lets face no one knows how to straight up give a run down of them self most put message me and ask are stuff like that even on dating sites you dont need to but your age cause well all sites already do that along with where you live and from only time you really ned to say gander is if you are under the transgender umbrella ( ftm mtf bigender.....) and same with are you in to male female unless you are in to people of the transgender umberlla you dont even have to say reliagen which would leave the about me to be who you really are cause your gender dont make you you who you like you are age that all dont make you you yes they are apart of you but its not what definds you they are just lables what makse you you is are you a good person a bigger person are you the type that walks all over every its your actions what you do how can you put that in about me on anything cause no one can see you help other are is selfish until they talk to you so what is that about me there for to tell you the likes that the profile didnt ask there a quiz thing me and ALL my friends from myspace used and well it did just that but if you want to know someone just message them you never know wha going to happen cause that about me thing not going to tellyou the reall info you want so asfor what i want to put there that is a good question and well idk </p>
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<p>well i was doing the blog dares but hey life came up first me and my husband got in to a huge fight left me and him almost breaking up i end up going to see a close friend alot then my dna step father deside to push things to be done on child support that i am paying so i lost my drivers card thing now untill i pay 90 dollars and every time i think i have the money something comes up and i lose all the money saved up so i been in the house all the time (well why havent i post a blog) well first about the time i lost my dl me and my mother in law got in a fight that made me stay away from all tech i really didnt want to talk to the outside world start using my ipod (why didnt you use the xanga app) well my ipod mem full with music yes that how much i love music well slowly got to use it more and what not start claming down from that bs i have found out a month a go i am bi gender i knw it explains alot of things about i have not told EVERYONE yet and well o well if they find out by this blog i am sorry but thanks to how you acted when i came out as bisexual this is what you get i didnt want to go throw the whole not believe me and thinking it is a phase in my live i will grow out of it most of you i dont need to told cause well you know me well enough to know it is true and think i am stupid for just notice int (well notice it a month ago) also me and debbie broke up surpise surpise her bf now husband made her choice and guess whom she choiced then karlene and i started dating then we broke up and i toldher where to go should said it nicer but there only so much stupid i can take and being walk on and having a jelly girl right there whom dont want to be with but dont want anyones else to be with me........... i am now on a dating site an as i type this waiting and hopeing to here back from a girl in wy there something about her idk lol but we will see sorry i havent updated often anymore ill try to be better at this and will i was just point out that i should tell people i am bi gendar and let it be that and see where the chips fall</p> <p> </p>
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<p><object width="300" height="250" data="http://www.lyricsbay.com/youtube/YoutubePlayerByKeywords.swf?song_string=EVANESCENCE Sweet Sacrifice" type="application/x-shockwave-flash"><param name="src" value="http://www.lyricsbay.com/youtube/YoutubePlayerByKeywords.swf?song_string=EVANESCENCE Sweet Sacrifice" /></object><br /><a href="http://www.lyricsbay.com" target="_blank" rel="nofollow">Lyrics</a> | <a href="http://www.lyricsbay.com/sweet_sacrifice_lyrics-evanescence.html" target="_blank" rel="nofollow">EVANESCENCE - SWEET SACRIFICE LYRICS</a></p> <p><em><span style="color: #e06666;">Day 13: Goals.</span></em></p> <p><em><span style="color: #e06666;">idk any more i guess stop this damn cycle i am in be a better then i am now and do all on my own for once cause god forbid me to believe that there is real love out therefor me cause there isnt and there never will be i am forever alone and i should of saw the damn writing on the wall a long time ago it would of save me so much pain then stop so much drama but whatever i was stupid and should of saw it for what it was if you havent got on im no longer doing the love dare are the 40 day challenge no more i see no point to now i hurt way to much to even do it just cause now i hate this he was hiding shit from me he was hidden shit from me i will always be second best whatever i am done idc no more i dont i hurt to much to even care i lose everyone in time and i knew this why did i think this would be different i will always be second best</span></em></p> <p> </p> <div style="padding: 3px; width: 400px; text-align: center;"><object width="400" height="334" data="http://www.youtube.com/v/izYIO9VtjUs?fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true" /><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always" /><param name="src" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/izYIO9VtjUs?fs=1" /><param name="allowfullscreen" value="true" /></object></div> <p><em><span style="color: #e06666;"><a href="http://www.lyricsty.com" rel="nofollow">Lyrics</a> | <a href="http://www.lyricsty.com/evanescence-lyrics.html" rel="nofollow">Evanescence lyrics</a> - <a href="http://www.lyricsty.com/evanescence-call-me-when-youre-sober-lyrics.html" rel="nofollow">Call Me When You're Sober lyrics</a></span></em></p> <p>you see he say he choices me but i know better i know he dont want to choice between he wants to keep us both and i cant deal with that anymore i done being second best i send bot a message and block em on Facebook i have two kids to take care of and i need to take care of them and not deal with this any more so i will only do the 30 day one now</p> <p><em><span style="color: #e06666;"><br /></span></em></p>
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<p><span style="font-size: small; font-family: comic sans ms,sans-serif;"><em>Day 8: A place you’ve traveled to and where else you want to travel.</em></span></p> <p><span style="font-size: small; font-family: comic sans ms,sans-serif;"><em>i have gone over most of the USA would like to go to Ireland are Germany some time<br /> Day 9: A favorite picture of your best friend.</em></span></p> <p><span style="font-size: small; font-family: comic sans ms,sans-serif;"><em>i don't have one for my best friend pasted away and the only picture i have was on my flash drive and i have lost that :/<br /> Day 10: Something you’re afraid of.</em></span></p> <p><span style="font-size: small; font-family: comic sans ms,sans-serif;"><em>snakes<br /> Day 11: A quote you love.</em></span></p> <p><span style="font-size: small; font-family: comic sans ms,sans-serif;"><em>there only two thing in life to worry about either you are a well are you are sick if you are well there nothing to worry about if you are sick then there is two things to worry about either you will get better are you well die if you get better nothing to worry about if you die then you only have two things to worry about either you go to heaven are you go to hell if you go to heaven then there nothing to worry about if you go to hell then you will be shaken all your old friends hands you wont have time to worry<br /> Day 12: Something you don’t leave the house without.</em></span></p> <p><span style="font-size: small; font-family: comic sans ms,sans-serif;"><em>my wallet and cell phone</em></span></p> <p> </p> <p><span style="font-size: small; font-family: comic sans ms,sans-serif;"><strong>Today’s Dare</strong></span></p> <p> </p> <p><span style="font-size: small; font-family: comic sans ms,sans-serif;">Determine to become your spouse’s biggest fan and to reject any thoughts of jealousy. To help set your heart on your spouse and focus on their achievements, take yesterday’s list of negative attributes and discreetly burn it. Then share with your spouse how glad you are about a success he or she recently enjoyed.</span></p> <p> </p> <p><span style="font-size: small; font-family: comic sans ms,sans-serif;">easy i hit the delete button on that and as for new success idk any that he did :/</span></p> <p> </p> <p><span style="font-size: small; font-family: comic sans ms,sans-serif;"><strong>Today’s Dare</strong></span></p> <p> </p> <p><span style="font-size: small; font-family: comic sans ms,sans-serif;">Think of a specific way you’d like to greet your spouse today. Do it with a smile and with enthusiasm. Then determine to change your greeting to reflect your love for them.</span></p> <p><span style="font-size: small; font-family: comic sans ms,sans-serif;">i meet him at the door he thought something was wrong</span></p> <p> </p> <p><span style="font-size: small; font-family: comic sans ms,sans-serif;"><strong>Today’s Dare</strong></span></p> <p> </p> <p><span style="font-size: small; font-family: comic sans ms,sans-serif;">Do something out of the ordinary today for your spouse --- something that proves (to you and to them) that your love is based on your choice and nothing else. Wash her car. Clean the kitchen. Buy his favorite dessert. Fold the laundry. Demonstrate love to them for the sheer joy of being their partner in marriage.</span></p> <p><span style="font-size: small; font-family: comic sans ms,sans-serif;">i wash the car grand it i have been try to do this daily need less say it kinda hard lol</span></p> <p><span style="font-size: small; font-family: comic sans ms,sans-serif;"><strong>Today’s Dare</strong></span></p> <p> </p> <p><span style="font-size: small; font-family: comic sans ms,sans-serif;">What need does your spouse have that could meet today? Can you run an errand? Give a back rub or foot massage? Is there housework you could help with? Choose a gesture that says, “I cherish you” and do it with a smile.</span></p> <p><span style="font-size: small; font-family: comic sans ms,sans-serif;">there was nothing i could he had to do it all</span></p> <p> </p> <p><span style="font-size: small; font-family: comic sans ms,sans-serif;"><strong>Today’s Dare</strong></span></p> <p> </p> <p><span style="font-size: small; font-family: comic sans ms,sans-serif;">Demonstrate love by willingly choosing to give in to an area of disagreement between you and your spouse. Tell them you are putting their preference first.</span></p> <p><span style="font-size: small; font-family: comic sans ms,sans-serif;">we havent had any disagreements and his preference is always first and he knows this</span></p> <p align="center"> </p> <p align="center"> </p> <p> </p> <p align="center"> </p> <p align="center"> </p> <p align="center"> </p> <p align="center"> </p> <p><em><span style="color: #e06666;"><br /></span></em></p>
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<p style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #000080; font-family: comic sans ms,sans-serif; font-size: small;">Day 7: What makes you happy.</span></p> <p style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #000080; font-family: comic sans ms,sans-serif; font-size: small;">sing, friends, me being me, so on like that when i know i am wanted and love n not used lots of things make me happy but there hard for me to write about :/</span></p> <p style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #000080; font-family: comic sans ms,sans-serif; font-size: small;"><strong>TODAY'S DARE</strong></span></p> <p style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: comic sans ms,sans-serif; color: #000080; font-size: small;">Choose today to react to tough circumstances in your marriage in loving ways instead of with irritation. Begin by making a list of areas where you need to add margin to your schedule. Then list any wrong motivations that you need to release from your life.</span></p> <p style="text-align: left;"> </p> <p style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: comic sans ms,sans-serif; color: #000080; font-size: small;"> Things to ponder: </span></p> <p style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: comic sans ms,sans-serif; color: #000080; font-size: small;">Where do you need to add margin to your life? When have you recently overreacted? What was your real motivation behind it?</span></p> <p style="text-align: left;"> </p> <p style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: comic sans ms,sans-serif; color: #000080; font-size: small;">it took the whole day lol yesterday but i think it well between steve n i </span></p> <p style="text-align: left;"> </p> <p style="text-align: left;" align="center"><span style="color: #000080; font-family: comic sans ms,sans-serif; font-size: small;"><strong>Today’s Dare</strong></span></p> <p style="text-align: left;" align="center"> </p> <p style="text-align: left;" align="center"><span style="color: #000080; font-family: comic sans ms,sans-serif; font-size: small;">For today’s dare, get two sheets of paper. On the first one, spend a few minutes writing out positive things about your spouse. Then do the same with negative things on the second sheet. Place both sheets in a secret place for another day. There is a different purpose and plan for each. At some point during the remainder of the day, pick a positive attribute from the first list and thank your spouse for having this characteristic.</span></p> <p style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: book antiqua,palatino;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000080; font-family: comic sans ms,sans-serif; font-size: small;">seems to be the things the bugs me are someone is the easy once to think of :/</span><br /></span></span></p> <p><em><span style="color: #e06666;"><br /></span></em></p>
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<p><span style="color: #0000ff;"><em>Day 6: Pet peeves.</em></span></p> <p><span style="color: #0000ff;"><em>lol there a lot but i am ocd and a germaphobic so u can guess what they all are :/</em></span></p> <p> </p> <p><span style="color: #0000ff;"><em>day 5</em></span></p> <p><span style="color: #0000ff;"><span style="font-size: large; font-family: Goudy Old Style;">Today’s Dare</span></span></p> <p> </p> <p><span style="color: #0000ff;"><span style="font-size: small;">Ask your spouse to tell you three <br />things that cause him or her to be <br />uncomfortable or irritated with you.<br />You must do so without attacking them<br />or justifying your behavior. This is <br />from their perspective only. </span></span></p> <p><span style="color: #0000ff;"><em>debbie and steve said nothing idk if that is good thing :-/</em></span></p> <p style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #0000ff;"><span style="font-family: book antiqua,palatino;"><span style="font-size: medium;">TODAY'S DARE</span></span></span></p> <p style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: book antiqua,palatino; color: #0000ff;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-family: book antiqua,palatino;">Choose today to react to tough circumstances in your marriage in loving ways instead of with irritation. Begin by making a list of areas where you need to add margin to your schedule. Then list any wrong motivations that you need to release from your life.</span></span></span></p> <p style="text-align: left;"> </p> <p style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: book antiqua,palatino; color: #0000ff;"> <span style="font-size: medium;">Things to ponder: </span></span></p> <p style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: book antiqua,palatino; color: #0000ff;"><span style="font-size: medium;">Where do you need to add margin to your life? When have you recently overreacted? What was your real motivation behind it?</span></span></p> <p style="text-align: left;"> </p> <p style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: book antiqua,palatino; color: #0000ff;"><span style="font-size: medium;">this is something i keep talking to both about and there never really been anything to go here</span></span></p> <p style="text-align: left;"> </p> <p style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: book antiqua,palatino; color: #0000ff;"><span style="font-size: medium;">kyle leave tomorrow back to Los Vegas i was really glad to see him and will miss him and i am really glad he did come up and glad we got to talk about everything in person for once i will miss him and i was glad to meet tim also i think me being out of my normal was al right kinda enjoyed it a lot more then i thought <img title="happy" src="http://s.xanga.com/images/happy.gif" alt="happy" border="0" /><br /></span></span></p> <p><span style="color: #0000ff;"><em><br /></em></span></p>
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<p style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: small; font-family: comic sans ms,sans-serif; color: #0000ff;">30 day</span></p> <p style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #0000ff;"><em><span style="font-size: small; font-family: comic sans ms,sans-serif;">Day 2: Nicknames.</span></em></span></p> <p style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #0000ff;"><em><span style="font-size: small; font-family: comic sans ms,sans-serif;">i have a lot of these there mickey, faygo, tj, tam tam, i have been called everything to be honest<br /> Day 3: Your first love.</span></em></span></p> <p style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #0000ff;"><em><span style="font-size: small; font-family: comic sans ms,sans-serif;">kim i have blog about her many times<br /> Day 4: Your parents.</span></em></span></p> <p style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #0000ff;"><em><span style="font-size: small; font-family: comic sans ms,sans-serif;">i have adopted and a dna i love my adopted family sooo much there always there forr me and never judge me while my dna family seem to want nothing to do with me are care<br /> Day 5: What song inspires you.</span></em></span></p> <p style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #0000ff;"><em><span style="font-size: small; font-family: comic sans ms,sans-serif;">there a lot of songs one i have on my blog and i do post them all the time one fb are twitter along with all other i am on</span></em></span></p> <p style="text-align: left;"> </p> <p style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #0000ff;"><em><span style="font-size: small; font-family: comic sans ms,sans-serif;">40 day</span></em></span></p> <p style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #0000ff;"><em><span style="font-size: small; font-family: comic sans ms,sans-serif;">day 2</span></em></span></p> <p style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #0000ff;"><em><span style="font-size: small; font-family: comic sans ms,sans-serif;">In addition to saying nothing <br />negative to your spouse again today, <br />do at least one unexpected gesture <br />as an act of kindness. </span></em></span></p> <p style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #0000ff;"><em><span style="font-size: small; font-family: comic sans ms,sans-serif;">i cleaned debbie dressed and try to put all of steve stuff up</span></em></span></p> <p style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #0000ff;"><em><span style="font-size: small; font-family: comic sans ms,sans-serif;">day 3</span></em></span></p> <p style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #0000ff;"><em><span style="font-size: small; font-family: comic sans ms,sans-serif;"> Whatever you put your time, energy, and<br />money into will become more important <br />to you. It’s hard to care for something<br />you are not investing in. Along with <br />restraining from negative comments, <br />buy your spouse something that says, <br />“I was thinking of you today.”</span></em></span></p> <p style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #0000ff;"><em><span style="font-size: small; font-family: comic sans ms,sans-serif;">got debbie a tigger key chain and steve lunch and dinner</span></em></span></p> <p style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #0000ff;"><em><span style="font-size: small; font-family: comic sans ms,sans-serif;">day 4</span></em></span></p> <p style="text-align: left;"> </p> <p style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #0000ff;"><em><span style="font-size: small; font-family: comic sans ms,sans-serif;">Today’s Dare</span></em></span></p> <p style="text-align: left;"> </p> <p style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #0000ff;"><em><span style="font-size: small; font-family: comic sans ms,sans-serif;">Contact your spouse sometime during <br />the business of the day. Have no agenda <br />other than asking how he or she <br />is doing and if there is anything <br />you could do for them. </span></em></span></p> <p style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #0000ff;"><em><span style="font-size: small; font-family: comic sans ms,sans-serif;">well steve wasnt feeling good and debbie was busy at work</span></em></span></p> <p style="text-align: left;"> </p> <p style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #0000ff;"><em><span style="font-size: small; font-family: comic sans ms,sans-serif;">update yesterday i spend the day with kyle he a real sweet heart someone i could tell anything to and know it is safe i really do like spending time with him josh left early and kyle friend tim odd<br /></span></em></span></p>
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<p><span style="color: #0000ff;">30 day challenge</span></p> <p><span style="color: #0000ff;"><em>Day 1: Introduce, recent picture of yourself, 15 interesting facts.</em></span></p> <p><span style="color: #0000ff;"><em>40 day challenge</em></span></p> <p style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #0000ff;"><span style="font-size: large; font-family: Goudy Old Style;">Day 1: </span><em><span style="font-size: large; font-family: Goudy Old Style;">Love is patient </span></em></span></p> <p style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #0000ff;"><span style="font-size: large; font-family: Goudy Old Style;">Today's Dare</span></span></p> <p style="text-align: center;"> </p> <p style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #0000ff;"><span style="font-size: small;">The first part of this dare is fairly <br />simple. Although love is communicated<br />in a number of ways, our words often<br />reflect the condition of our heart. For<br />the next day, resolve to demonstrate<br />patience and to say nothing negative<br />to your spouse at all. If the temptation<br />arises, choose not to say anything. It’s<br />better to hold your tongue than to say <br />something you’ll regret.</span></span></p> <p style="text-align: center;"> </p> <p style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #0000ff;"><span style="font-size: small;">30 day</span></span></p> <p style="text-align: left;"> </p> <p style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #0000ff;"><span style="font-size: small;">hi my name is tammy are mickey schieferecke married and have two kids two cats and a girl and 4 VERY close friends i have no best friends for the only once that hold that title is dead are i am married to him</span></span></p> <p style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #0000ff;"><img src="http://xce.xanga.com/497f931463d30281019053/z223870295.jpg" alt="" /></span></p> <p style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #0000ff;"><em>15 interesting facts.</em></span></p> <p style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #0000ff;"><em>1 i am a dancer and everything they say about dancers are true ask my husband</em></span></p> <p style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #0000ff;"><em>2 i am me i will not change for no one</em></span></p> <p style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #0000ff;"><em>3 i am a stay at home mom and i will stand up for all stay at home mom that care for there kids cause it is a full time job in it self and you can not be lazy at it</em></span></p> <p style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #0000ff;"><em>4 i was a bartender and miss it still to this day</em></span></p> <p style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #0000ff;"><em>5 i am bi and i have a husband and a girlfriend ad really dont care what people think about seeing how my husband is fine by it and really dont give a shit about it</em></span></p> <p style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #0000ff;"><em>6 i am still in love and always will be in love with my ex kim and i do miss her everyday and think about her everyday but i can not look at her are speak to her with out feeling betryed and wanting to beat the shit out of her are feel awkward around any guy with her but still love her more then she will ever know</em></span></p> <p style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #0000ff;"><em>7 i love anime and can draw anime</em></span></p> <p style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #0000ff;"><em>8 i am a writer and have poems on line at thestarlitecafe.com under mmousedal</em></span></p> <p style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #0000ff;"><em>9 i wear my mind on my sleeve and i open my moth before i think so if i have to say some there is no filter</em></span></p> <p style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #0000ff;"><em>10 i am a logical thinker most of the time</em></span></p> <p style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #0000ff;"><em>11i love to learn about stuff i dunno and want to know all i can about that topic until there is nothing more i can learn about it<br /></em></span></p> <p style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #0000ff;"><em>12i love all type of music and every artist to some point<br /></em></span></p> <p style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #0000ff;"><em>13 my favorite word is fuck<br /></em></span></p> <p style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #0000ff;"><em>14 i love to sing and hopefully one day make it big<br /></em></span></p> <p style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #0000ff;"><em>15 i miss playing the cello and would love to meet yo yo ma </em></span></p> <p style="text-align: left;"> </p> <p style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #0000ff;"><em><em>40 day challenge</em></em></span></p> <p style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #0000ff;"><em><em>was very hard to do due to i am the type to say my mind and so many smart ass comments could came from both debbie and steve comments but i bit my tongue</em></em></span></p> <p style="text-align: left;"><br /><span style="color: #0000ff;"><em>update</em></span></p> <p style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #0000ff;"><em>fishing season started already in colorado grand not many rushing to get anything for fishing just yet seeing how mother nature is playing well it snow are not</em></span></p> <p style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #0000ff;"><em>never got answer on how to do a "drity" blog</em></span></p> <p style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #0000ff;"><em>today is a start to an abnormal weekend lets see if i can mange being out of normal steve has 2 friends coming over ya they are my friend too and ya i talk to them more but they are more his friends then mine so most likely that what steve will be doing on his days off he dont see em much so i will not stop him and i rarly see my girly now cause her bf dont want to share yet he the one that said it was okay :-/ steve says it has to do with him and/or he wanted a 3 some and didnt want to say it idk but every rose has its thorn debbie the first girl that i try on and care for since kim sorry girls in between but ya</em></span></p> <p style="text-align: left;"> </p> <p style="text-align: left;"> </p> <p style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #0000ff;"><em>if you want to do the challenges i am </em></span></p> <p style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #0000ff;"><em>30 day http://megamusicmom.blogspot.com/2012/02/30-day-challenge-day-1.html</em></span></p> <p style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #0000ff;"><em>40 day http://www.klove.com/blog/post/2010/01/06/Day-1-of-The-Love-Dare.aspx</em></span></p> <p style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #0000ff;"><em>if there is a challenge you want me to do comment below </em></span></p> <p style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #0000ff;"><em>remember to subscribe </em></span></p> <p style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #0000ff;"><em>along follow me on facebook http://www.facebook.com/stvlildrkangel twitter @stvlildrkangel cricle me on google+ https://plus.google.com/u/0/112039095815950916855/posts 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Starting tomorrow I am going to do two challenges one is 30 the other is 40 both will be posted daily at same time about 8:00 pm mt time
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There are some people more are less one person I don't understand how this person thinks they are better then me when they treat everyone she comes to contact with as if they are trash trys to get in bed with anyone tells someone that very close to me that there just stealing for me n that the one close to me thinks about em all the time n rather have said person more then me maken me feel like shit I want to go off on that person so much it's not even funny I can look at em are do anything. With em even if its to be nice I try to be that persons friend but this person is playing darts with my back n scrapping it like a game I can not take this shit anymore I can't deal with it at all but gir this person really pisses me off right now n I can not take it anymore I want to explored in there face and tell em to fuck off fix ur own shit I'm do e
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Okay all your rtards who protesting sopa by not logging on to the Internet you are very stupid cause sopa is wanting to control the Internet by protesting sopa by not login on to the Internet cgratz you are helping sopa control the Internet yay a win for sopa honestly if you want to protest agist sopa best way is change the lang your status is in go to a forgin nations websites so on not stay of the net for all you are doing that way is given sopa the change to control the internet and show how the free web should and can be control so thank you protester of sopa for sopa win yay go you you help the enemy also speaking of enemy n langanuges the mexicans we are to damn blind n got our heads so far up others business we dont see what going on we now have a war on our on country n we don't care the Mexicans n the cartal are taking over the southern states and what are we doing opening the Mexican borders up some more wait a min that's not right ir is like we are saying you can't fuck this country up but at the same time u are help them I mean peace with the tailaband open the Mexican borders why dont we just get rid of our arm foruses all together and play dead n let em take over our country in ww2 we had to learn English to step foot on the USA soil if u go to Mexico u have to learn Spanish wtf does this country forget how to fight for something n just give up really no wonder the world thinks we are stupid lets stop peace with tailaband and close the meixcan USA border and take back our internet fuck people not just give it up n give em what they want and clam we are doing it cause of something you really aren't doing wake up n look a round look at our country look at what it's became is this what the forefathers wanted it to be??? https://www.google.com/landing/takeaction/ that how you shold protest agist sopa
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<p>i know i said weekly but lets face since i wrote in this in 04 my life as not let me have the time to set down n tell you my weekly events but hey its all good i got my food stamps back kids have medicate and well so far feb 14 my last name well be legally changed i got a twitter account today and ya so i have3 type of blogs people want to read a stay at home mother well that goes with my life so it will be there hunting and fishing in colorado will bad news that season is past and xxx well i am not good with that stuff never have been so those that want the xxx must enlighten me in how those blogs are done :-/ i heard from some that there are people saying a stay at home mom is lazy will i have something to say to them have you ever had to fight the gov to make sure there is food on the table med bills token care of have you ever try to KEEP a house clean while having two little once trying to keep it a mess have you ever had to cook for the family and have it all ready by the time everyone gets home??? a stay at home mom has many jobs we are the sexatury of the house we are the maid the cook the nanny and many other things a stay at home mom may not be a "real" job but it is a job and in the long run saves the house money due o most your money would be going in to child care any ways if both worked i may only watch a kid after school but ill tell you now i am a workaholic and i am not lazy but i am a stay at home mom and wife and trust me this isnt easy nor can i be lazy in oreder to be a lazy stay at home mom you most be a bad mom cause there nothing lazy about taking care of kids!!!!!!!!!!!</p>
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<p>so i see i havent wrote in her in over 2 years ops lol well i think i should write in her weekly with my thoughts my day to day events everything so that way on can understand my actions learn from my mistakes so on the question where to start this blog since it has been 2 years and all humm well idk lol how about this i just tell you what going on today and forget about the background so i have no food stamp on my card well no new food stamp i have enough for a week cause i plan for them pulling the whole not doing there job thing most of my accounts on the web are forever lost due to facebook is taken over the web and i dont use those email accounts no more and really dont want to make a new account i have two kids that i love dearly and i have two weddings to plan and two birthday partys to plan so far this year and hoping writing my blogs and doing my poems will keep me together i babysit a 3rd grader for work so ya i dont have a real job but how i would love to do overnight stocking again i wouldnt care for what company anymore lol so that is that i guess lol</p>
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<p>i dont remember the last time i typed in this lol. but im liven at my dna family's apartment and i cant stand it there at all. my sister sheryl 17 years old and gets EVERYTHING she wants even if it belongs to someone else and she on probation for taken someone else laptop ya that makes sense..... well anyways so i have her taken everything i have down there on top of that the way they treat tearza pisses me off that act like tearza should give EVERYTHING to jake and jake can keep EVERYTHING from her........ and they wonder why jake crys like a baby when they say no..... i sooo cant wait to go home and RELAX i swear the first thing i am doing i pawning tearza off to someone and relaxing all i been doing is stressing and her i am pregnant with another baby same guy but stress and pregnancy not cool arg i will soo be happy when my whole lil family is under one damn roof i honestly want to break right now are murder someone. what sux about all this is how my dna family just walking over my family like we are trash are a rug tearza smarter then what they say she is and they got her saying she is stupid she 1 yrs old doing things a 2+ yr old is doing ya she sooo is stupid just cause her mommy and daddy not prefect and she loves them dosent make her stupid it gives her faith and hope and her mom and dad loves her soo much arg. ya i have to ask for help to take care of my kids cause me and there dad arent working but thats cause no one is hiring our level of skill we have too much customer services are some manger is scared we are going to take there job. its not like we are trying to take care of our family by our self its just things not by our contral is in the way and its seems like not really anyone is understanding these other then the ppl that are helping me and its soo hard just to relax cause of all this and i dont know what to do other then set and wait until nov when i move in with steven..... gawd this is sux so much you wouldnt understand in less you was in my shoes and im soo sick of people judgeing me and cutting me down cause they dont know are dont get it cause they never had to be in these shoes...... whatever krama a bitch</p>
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i dont getting i can take this shit period at all i can take this i fighting for everything and i cannt take it anymore it seems like im doing all the wrk i have given up fighting for the daddy of my childs spot i give up ion everything and now the only place i feel like i can be me here on line why can i be me on my blogs how can i be able to tell you the reader what i think and not get the judgement i get daily i am sick of liers and players im sick of wannabes and fecks i want someone to be true i want to hear the truth i just dont get it im sick of this live i want to live with my husband now i dont want this life anymore i feel like i am not aloud to move i want to cry i can not be a mother i can not be me im starting to wonder if my dna parnets would be better to live at right i want to go somewhere i am not call crazy stupid are THERE NOTHING WRONG WITH ME<br>
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<P>here let me date you i really need to start doing this more lol</P><P>well after i layed the cards out i now with him i got him we are getting merried when idk good question but me and him are happily together we dont have a place yet working on that trying to get it to be just me and him it hard but im working on it it not easy but im working on it im just </P><P>today i have no modation to do shit want to see him trying to get a place and call around talking to rude people who hungs up and has bad coustomer skills but whatever makes this world go around i guess idk gir im ready to come unglued loss my cool whatever you want to call it</P><P>well im about to ramble on so later to another dated</P>
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i know i havent up dated this in along time and i am sure there alot i need to cover between then n now well i told him everything everything i was hiding felt everything i laid the cards on the table it not up to him on where this goes when i know i can plan on what my next move it like a bad game o chess he and i play i wish i knew where this was going and why i want to cry and im sick of this feeling of in trappedment he seen tearza twice and i just rip apart thinking this is the path he wants to go down i dont get it im going to job corp soon and he going in to the army im wondering whats going on and i cannt stand this since of lonelery and the idea he sees his friends more then his own kid i dont get how someone say one thing and act another actions speck louder then words and maybe one day he will see it but has far has it goes now idk lost in a site i cannt tell right from left and dark from light everything so lost and all i want to do is find him and cry can he see where my life sets and this story we are writing needs his help to well like i said earlier im going to job crop so that will be two years of my life gone for school and a way from my social circle oh well it will help in the long run and hopefully ill be on my feet and on my way somewhere other then hell for once make something out of my self and what not i luv him yes but idk he not my happy ending he made that clear has day and this story on its way to a not so good endding and i want to do any thing to change how the endding goes but what fate has down what will happen if i like it are not <br><br>well i starting to kick ppl out of my life for being stupid and only thinking of them self im sick of the drama heidi enter the same list kim and clayton is on she push my last button with her and i can not stand people thinking im a good for nothing pile of shit that will not do anything when that not true and also think i can not take care of tearza if tht was thecase why didnt i stay with richard if that was true why dose the world think im this when im not she also thought i run when things started to get hard sad thing is i was trying to move for more then her being a bitch but she will never know that and honestly she never could see the whole picture any ways gawd for bid she did wrong and on top of that she never once understood the reason i did what i did and she never really thank me for thing i did i didnt need to do it was like i was a maid/pet/less then human around her i knew she didnt want me there and all i was trying to be was a friend but what ever she not wroth my time<br><br>also let throw in everything else that happen i just want to go home back to gillette less there i had the feeling i belong but whatever idc this is just not right and i can not stand where i am right now<br>i feel like im walking on egg shells all day and one wrong move and a bomb chain action happens im ready for this storm to blow over and the clearing comes cause right now i dont see it forecast say it just going to get worse and worse is something im not ready for it seems like the world full of lies and there is not truth anymore for the one thing i thought was truth was just a lie it self<br>
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so i move away from him and i feel like a piece of me is missing i really miss him and i so glad he wants the baby and i am so glad he wants a family with me but i dont like being so far away i know he will be gone more away from me that fine has long has i will be able to hold him in my arm and i just wish there was no end i can not take the fact the only way i feel love was the times i was near him and he was not trying to make me go away from the time he got attched to our babe i love him more then words and i will love him even if he dont desurve it and 7 yearsi have known him and i known him better then most and i am so glad i do and he knows me better then anyone and i wouldnt ask for it any other way i love him more then he would ever know and i could not ask for anything more from him other then a happy ever after enddin but once agian this is not no fairy tale and i am not a princess <br>i just wish this was alittle bit more easy just a little but that asking for to much all i can do is wait wait for the strom to pass and learn from what i have laying in front of me just the waiting game suck and i play it to much<br><br>
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<P>I have this guy im maddly in love with and would die for i have been in love with him for sooo long but it seems like my feelings are stoping and hurting everyone around me and i dunno what to do about it it seem like i should just let him go and walk away even thou it will hurt more then words and it dont help i locked my self in to liven with him until the baby born for my ex boy who i don want nothen to do with i just dont know what to do the only hing i can think of is running away like i always do but that dosent do anything but more damage then good and i know if i set down to talk to them i will get no wheres very fast but cricles for i know the both of them to well it like all my dreams and all i have to live for is fading away and i know this will kill me in many ways to do but at the same time i know it should be done just i dont know how and when and if it would be smart i just wish i could have him to myself and never have to cry and have my happy end but im not a princess and this aint hollywood and im in no disney show and waiting for nothing but to been trown to the side and my feelings not to be care for is not worth it one bit i just wish there was a happy endding to his story i wish he never found me on myspace and restarted a friendship that was long bruied and a brieage already burn didnt need to be rebuild i was sooo much happier with that story there wont been nobroken harts no round about dance there would be none of this if he just left me alone we both would of been better off but that not how this story goes now im going to be liven with a what if i got him and would it been the way i thought he what if's and honestly all his reason on why are not real reasons there just exuces with sugar and im sick of it all im sick of being second best and im sick of being alone and i really need someone to help me and be there for me and where is that? why do i have to go thou hell alone and what happen to all i knew was it just a mriage from he truth and im not anything and i just wish i knew where to go and if walking away from him right now would be smart even thou i have nothing with out him and it already seems like im not wanted here any more by both him and the roomates and im stuck here and i dont have no idea what to do and im sick of the tears and i just wish he was mine and not this and i know he made his mind up on e and will never give me that chance i desurve and all i will be is waiting on something that everyone knows wont happen and i know his all but he keeps me holding on and i don even know why i am holding on any more and i just belive we could be grea and he wont give me a try and i justt stupid for beliveing all his words in the frist place and belive he could ever care for me in anywayand i know he could never care for me all i am a warm body and someone to help him not feel so lonely when the nites get cold and i know that all ill ever be but my heart wants him more then anything and i know i leave chance of me finding love agian will be next to none thanks to him and my ex gf i just wish i know why and wish i knew the what if and wish i wish i had a reason and wish i knew how to move thou live with out being soo a lone and i wish i knew how to do this and make it thou i can go on and on about this i think i should stop now while im a head</P>
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How could this happen? Where did I go wrong? Honestly I see nothing but lies on top of lies.<br><br>Lets start back from the start.........<br><br>I meet Clayton at the beginning of high school we was good friends. i made out with him junior year almost was his first on the dirty about 2 yr later i move in with him he gets married to a girl goes to Iraq comes back I give jump him almost losing my job for i haven't seen him in forever then about 6 months later i move in with i move in with him again find out him and his wife no longer together and he was alone well being a good person i am i was there for him i worked two job did everything i could to help him fix what his ex wife did to him April 13 2008 i started dating him things was great nothing could go wrong i fall soo hard in love with him it wasn't even funny even thou y hear was divide in to two i stay even thou every time i was alone and had nothing todo long enough i was thinkig did i choice the right path well shortly after bein with him about May he ask me to merry him i said yes even thou he is still going on with the divorce i said yes well june i start notice something odd about him so i point it out to him and hope for the best him will July he goes to fort mckoy for the month well i wrote him everyday and when he go back i notice something was odd about him agian i just blow it off well i have been planing a wedding for some time by now and then he just wants everything to do with it and everything i was planing he must know and aprove on will he started pushing all my thought on it away i also got pregant before he when to fort mckoy and i found out when he got back it was fine the baby was planned for ish so he was happy about it i was told to be on bed rest now back to the wedding thing well not only was he doing tha i had to be by is sides at all time i could not be alone what so ever well end of sept i misscarrey the baby oc i was going to move up to gillette wy for work for i wasnt finding any down in new castle co and we need the money due to the miscarrey i have to delay it for begain oct the end of nov well Nov 8th Clayton b-day i breack up with him but like everything else if he didnt want it to happen he didnt remember it which due to that fact its gotten us in to lots of fights well i move to gillette while i am up there claytonsay i have a week to get a job are he is coming to get me well the one place i was going to get he finds a way to make them not call me back and well he comes and gets me then yells at me all the way back all i could think of was getting back to gillette well i find out i am pregant and i thought it was not with him which was fine by me the less i had to deal with him the better well life not that nice it turns out it is claytons baby clay already treating me like shit since i lost the frist baby i tell him it is his and he gives me crap about it well things go even more down hill everything i said to help him he said i was saying he was a screw up every good i did for him was evil so on i start seeing he was lieing about me starting with i chested on him i wasnt with him and the lies keep comming to this day well i lost a good friend and i have no idear why i lied to hi to get rid of him and do what i think is best for the baby feb 13 i spent the day i was going to be getting merried crying due to how I lost it and the mess he give me trying to find closure by the baby moves and it reminds me of how life should of been with him compared to what happen a total 180it reminds me on how i mess up and almost lost the closest person to me how i give up so much to be with him how i was so happy and how he was just felling a void he mess me up and what dose he get out of it? im here faceing realty on something i was happy about. i lost a friend and found a monster with in and my question is why did i aloud my self to make the wrong choice and not just go to and do what was planned in frist place maybe i did that i would have a lil more trust in my self and i would of not put my heart thou this much pain and put my self in this hole maybe i would e a happier person right now who knows but now i have all these unanswered questions and now i have all this i am sorry i ish i knew it was going to be this way im soo lost<br>
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so last night i had this dream everything was going to plan i am in the Landry room waiting for DJ to have Steve leave the apartment for at less a min and well things was going acoring to plan in my head notta can go wrong ha i was even wrong in my dream my lil happy dream took a turn there was another girl in steven room dj ask steve who that was you hear steven get up and closer to dj and he said dont worry about her she just a replacement untill tammy comes back willi get out of the room i look at the guys turn around and run out of the i trip and fall down the stairs everyone of them and well that didnt end well in my dream i wake up in the evil place of doom i ask dj about the baby and he said the dr had to remove the baby if he didnt it and you would of dead i ask dj if steven knew i was he said yes he told steve the same time has the dr and if i want i could see steven he in the waiting room not sure if you wanted to seee him i said who steven dj looks at me said your love i told no one i love would replace me just cause i am miles away and when i come home even thou it ws a surpise another girl be in the room i thought i was the only girl in steven's live i guess i am wrong agian like i always him about him dj wake to where steve at and tells steve everything i just said u her i havent done anyhing with her and dj said that dosent change the point dhe was in ur room and mickey loves you alot steven said will i dunno what wrong with tammy but i do love her and dj goes mickey got a point and i going back in her room u can wait out her and i will see if i could talk her in to seeing you that when i woke up<br><br>i reallly hope this dosent ever happen i hope everything stays to plan and steven happy to see me bad dream really really bad dream<br><br>
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wow i can not belive this is happen i am finelly got the one i wanted forever n on top of that i prego with his kid n he has no idea gir i going back to gillette to see him and move back n sooner r later tell him but i dunno how 2 both dont want kids but i thik adbortion is for rape victems this was not rape n i dont want another kid in the system sooo it looks like im keeping it in less i miscarry it<br><br>on top oif that i also have to deal with a bipolar ex who i things got two personalities on top of that i got yell at and people will not talk to me for i am not with him and he dose understtand how much he made me mad starting with when i told him i saw something in his eyes that scared me from that moment on i know we was not right and i know something was not good up a head and well when we broke up he started acting too emo for me and i sick of the bitching i dont think he understands anythin to do with me and will i have someone who dose and i have 4 good friends who got my back<br><br>now my q is why did all this happen around the anni of brians death????????<br><br>
]]></content:encoded><wp:post_date>2008-11-29 14:58:06</wp:post_date><wp:post_date_gmt>2008-11-29 19:58:06</wp:post_date_gmt><wp:comment_status>open</wp:comment_status><wp:status>Publish</wp:status><wp:post_type>post</wp:post_type><wp:original_xanga_id>684065102</wp:original_xanga_id></item><item><dc:creator>lilchiimouse</dc:creator><pubDate>Wed, 13 Aug 2008 13:04:10 -04:00</pubDate><content:encoded><![CDATA[
welcome to the madness in mickey's brian
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Welcome to Xanga! Congratulations on your first post! :)
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