Dear Brian 2/3/15
It's almost ten years since I lost you. You are not some random person in my life are that I when to school with. There are people whom think this but you aren't. You was my best friend and it has been almost ten years since I have lost my best friend so much as happen since I lost saw you. So much has changed. At the same time so much is the same. I have gone throu the finding and lost of my real father. I have gone through the last of two children. I have gone through so much bad news about my health. I have gone through major surgery twice. I have gone through a marriage. I have gone throu Birth of two kids. And I have gone through many deaths with out you there. These are things a best friend should be there for and you was not a live to see them happen. I have leaded on your brother in places that I would normally lean on you plus the things I normally go to him. Yes this made him and I closer but I didn't want us close cause you death. When I lost you I lost myself. S...