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They say things are wrong with the parents. That's not full true. There is an evil cycle that goes all the way up the chain to the government. Lets start with the school system. as a 5 year old you start school. You learn how to read, write, count, and your alphabet. As you get older they add to this list but for the most part you never really learn more you learn how to take a test and how to study for a test. That really is it. you are to learn what will be on the state test to get your school funding. you start off being used to make a dollar you don't learn much. You don't learn how to think for your self. how to be a function to the country you live in. Sadly this not fully the schools fault but we will get to this. Then we have the government. they control what is in schools the control the follow and they control whom gets the money. so they say don't teach this and schools cant. they do the test to see whom should get money. The parents have the control. S...

It's almost ten years since I lost you. You are not some random person in my life are that I when to school with. There are people whom think this but you aren't. You was my best friend and it has been almost ten years since I have lost my best friend so much as happen since I lost saw you. So much has changed. At the same time so much is the same. I have gone throu the finding and lost of my real father. I have gone through the last of two children. I have gone through so much bad news about my health. I have gone through major surgery twice. I have gone through a marriage. I have gone throu Birth of two kids. And I have gone through many deaths with out you there. These are things a best friend should be there for and you was not a live to see them happen. I have leaded on your brother in places that I would normally lean on you plus the things I normally go to him. Yes this made him and I closer but I didn't want us close cause you death. When I lost you I lost myself. S...