Dear Brain

Dear Brain,
Here it comes to 8 years since you left me in this dark world alone. You are my best friend and I had to go throu so much cause you choice to play a game that would kill you sooner are later. I have not forgiven you for that selfish act you did but I did stop blaming my self. There been so many times I needed you and where was you. You made the selfish choice to take your life and leave me in this dark world alone you was my best friend the only one whom knew how dark the world I live in was. Now my life change and I have changed everything you try to help me with gone. For I am to scared to talk to anyone.  I miss you and wish thing was right again.
Love me

No matter if you are play the chocking game are Russian roulette just once that all it takes is once and if you are playing on killing your self suicide is selfish act and a permanent solution for a temporary problem reach out to someone there always someone don't play gam es where you gambling your life up think smart for you  never know whom can not live another day with out you and just cause it bad now don't mean it always will he suicide is not the answer there are people whom care reach out it only takes one person to safe a live

Happy hoildays and be save

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