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Dear Brain, Here it comes to 8 years since you left me in this dark world alone. You are my best friend and I had to go throu so much cause you choice to play a game that would kill you sooner are later. I have not forgiven you for that selfish act you did but I did stop blaming my self. There been so many times I needed you and where was you. You made the selfish choice to take your life and leave me in this dark world alone you was my best friend the only one whom knew how dark the world I live in was. Now my life change and I have changed everything you try to help me with gone. For I am to scared to talk to anyone.  I miss you and wish thing was right again. Love me No matter if you are play the chocking game are Russian roulette just once that all it takes is once and if you are playing on killing your self suicide is selfish act and a permanent solution for a temporary problem reach out to someone there always someone don't play gam es where you gambling your life up think...

Dear Debbie How has it been for you since that day you left 11 years ago?? Do you still  watch over us?? Nothing been the same since that day you parted this world. It was unfair to you you finelly had a band that wanted you you never saw practice.  Your dreams was starting to unfold and boom like that gone. Rip from your hands by someone else choice. Someone made a stupid choice lunching you and your brother over that over pass. Someone choice to end your life that day and they got nothing.  But even after death you still help others. You only had one year out of high school you had no chance at life. Your story ended before it could get started cause someone deside to drink and drive your death ended friendships and ripped apart my high school band. Things that should never of happen. No one took your death lightly.  You are bery muched missed and I wish I knew how the world would of changed if you was still here what was ripped away from you. May you rest in pea...

Like I have said I am pro lgbt. what I don't get are these people agist it. if you are going to return stuff cause you are anti gay then you may want to do your research a little more. there are many things that are pro gay. not only is rent a center is but most cards you use to charge most banks most phone companies so on. so if you want to be a bigot about this why don't you go join the Amish. its about the only way for you to not support gays. its easier to support gays and stay away from things that don't support gay.I am apart of the lgbt group I have many friends that are as well. I am agist westbro. And me and westbro gone rounds a few times. Really do we need to keep being anti agist stuff just cause you don't approve don't mean some one should do it and not be happy. I am happy to say I love girls and I am transgender but I will not stand by while people push there ways on to others.we are all different and we all deserve the right to be happy.

This os the first blog here due to xanga you have to pay for For those of you whom don't know me my blogs are mostly parenting pro guns anti essure pro lgbt and wiccan some times I have rage moments where I vent and complain about something and my thoughts on it I am stvlildrkangel I am bi sexual and bi gender I am a suffer of a birthcontorl called essure which has caused me to be a stay at home mom with bad health thanks to it I believe in he old teaching ways and parenting way I believe our schools are screwed up and our government trying to control us and religion needs to stay out of government hope you like my blogs commented anx what not thank you for the read